the Other Side of Me










20061026

THE SCAR

ALL is Lost nothing more for me 2 do
Life as i know it has ended
Pain has taken over me
My sense of happiness continues to fade away

Crying alone in the dark
Not knowing what will happen tomorrow
Trying to hide the feeling that your heart has again been broken
That the person you think could carry you threw the day
has left you blinded and in pain.......

Confusion + Pain = SADNESS


Is there a better place,
To be right now
Than to be home,
Listening to the crickets’ sounds,
Outside the window.
Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than in my bed,
Closing my eyes,
Falling into a deep sleep,
To forget about the days,
Forget about the nights,
Forget about you.
Heartbroken,
Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget that you are gone,
To forget your lies,
Forget the way,
You told me,
You never loved me,
Forget the way,
You looked at me,
When you left me,
I want to forget,
I want to leave this world,
Close my eyes,
AND Fall to sleep,
Just to stop the heart,
From beating.
I block my ears,
From hearing the sounds,
Like your voice,
Like when you sing to me,
Those lovely songs,
They sounded so tender,
Now they kill me,
They hurt me,
I don’t want to hear anything,
Don’t want to hear the waves,
Hitting against the sand,
Don’t want to hear the birds,
Chirping outside the window.
Don’t want to see my face,
Don’t want to see you,
Don’t want anything,
That has to do with you,
I want to close,
I want to block away,
The world,
Just to stop the pain,
In my heart.
I want my heart to stop beating,
To stop bleeding,
From your words,
AND Your lies.