My past and My present

All has been said and done
iv made mistakes and each
and every one of them i regret

Though iv kept my filings all to myself
i have never tried to lie about what i feel

Yes i do admit that i was attracted
to a girl i wast suppose to love
and unconsciously i gave the one
true girl that i truly love the pain that
she dosnt deserve!

why cant i see that infatuation will always be the same
and that love and only love can be true to you

dont want to suffer no more
dont want to keep hurting the girl i love
just want things to go back the way they used to
when everything was in its place
when past stays in the past

i know that its been 2 years since this feeling came
and i do admit that iv gotten over it
just the girl i love knows this!

Cant take away the pain
coz no sory could ever take away
all the heartaches iv done

i guess all i can do is to show my love till the very end
but if time does not permit i guess
all i can do is to let go......